There is such a difference between what is available for men and woman.
I didn’t play kisschase as a child and didn’t have the carefreeness to develop crushes later on in school.
The one time a boy did like me and was waiting to talk to me after school I vividly recall making my girlfriends escort me out of the grounds in a huddle and lying down on the floor of a bus to hide from him.
In my late teens the closest to a romantic interaction I ever had was when I took my weave out and wore my hair in a straight, middle-part which, much to my chagrin, made a peer at Sixth Form notice me and bellow in front of the rest of the class that he would totally [redacted] me. At 19 I had reached 6'1" and my body had filled out to a size 12.
The thrill and excitement of a younger woman is so compelling. Someone who will appreciate what my age and wisdom brings to the partnership.
Those rare gems who value women with age and experience are just that – rare! I am happier than I have ever been and what I truly have learned is that I don’t need a man to make me complete.